I awoke out of a dream, my heart was pounding, trying to get my barring’s together I rolled over and touched my phone. It shined 4:30 am. I lay there awake, my mind raced. I thought of the “what if’s” the how’s? I thought to myself I had my babies why is this time of day still apart of my life..this time my babies are sleeping but it’s my mind that keeps me awake. It was at that moment I realized that it was true, I didn’t have a baby waking me and life does change. I am not always in same place. We grow, life happens and our circumstances do change. I was encouraged that we are never in the same place our entire life and it gave me peace to remember I won’t have what I have now forever. I was able to rest in the fact that today only last a moment. There is normally a tomorrow and each day brings newness with a chance to embrace change, embrace the current life I am living in. Because I know even with the bumpy patches there is a sweetness and a joy in the today! In the moment.
Embrace the change because resistance only makes life more difficult and this comes from someone who typically resist the change.
xooxxoxox sara
